My name is Patricia Mbabazi and I'm 23 years. I have always been perfect with my mix of sexuality. I remember I was 10 when we went back to Masaka to visit friends and family, my cousin and I used to go into her bedroom to play with dolls all day long and her mother never liked it.
of course, at that age, I wasn't a bad influence and didn't care so much that her mother never liked me but I cared that she stopped me from playing with her. I also felt betrayed because she had been so nice to me before she quit her daughter from playing with me. I thought she liked me and then just turned around and banished her from seeing my cousin again.
Discovered at the age of 14 that I differed from other girls around me when I got my first crush on a girl at school. She was more attractive to me and wondered why girls my age crush on boys instead. I thought there was something wrong with me but I kept on having crushes on and feeling sexual attraction to girls only.
I remember it was lunchtime when I was summoned to Director's office, every student was going about their business having lunch while I waited patiently outside the office. After 20 minutes my crush came and found me sitting, she didn't sit near me but rather distanced herself. She was wearing this disgusting face and I have never felt embarrassed before like that. Two weeks earlier, I hugged her, and I had a funny feeling that I had never felt before. i gathered enough confidence and confessed my feelings to her, so seeing her around quickly jogged my memory into a reality that she had reported me. I was expelled from school and never heard from her again.
My parents spent 5 days without talking to me, after breaking the silence my mum claimed that she had noticed that I was a lesbian when I was 11, she accepted and counseled me but my Dad didn't. He chased us away from home up to date he never checked on us.
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